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2010-12-20T06:20:00.000-08:00

5 days to christmas

one heck of a year it was. tough, difficult, painful, tedious, heartbreaking. but we made it through.

hard to believe that the one thing we were all waiting for, we were all anxious for, is done, and is accomplished. bitter-sweet.

i miss walking into the familiar walls of my classroom, and i miss walking through familiar corridors and seeing familiar faces. whether or not i used to hate it.

'o' levels have ended, and so has this journey.

but it marks the beginning of another.

one chapter is closed, but never forgotten. another chapter is about to begin, and it'll be even better than the first.

there are things that i'll never forget. and there are things that even though i hope i will forget, i never will.

people come, and people go. despite any heartbreak, i also know now the people who are most important to me in my life.

christmas is approaching. i am grateful for all the friends and family i have. for all the memories i have. though memories cannot be re-lived, be thankful they ever happened.

to friends, family, and those whom i love, near and far, here's wishing you a blessed christmas. with love, hope, peace and joy.

love, nette/bernadette/bernie/bern/bird-.-/berd-.-x2/dette.

4,1995,1996,1997,1998,1999,2000,2001,2002,2003,2004,2005,2006,2007,2008,2009,2010.

16 years have past, and there are many more ahead of me, that i will embrace with an open heart.

2010-06-30T03:53:00.000-07:00

strength defines one's own character...
actions and thoughts defines this strength.
not the strength that allows you to carry 10 tonnes of rock,
but strength that could be more painful than that.
strength comes in one's decision.
strength is also how one reacts to criticism.
strength isn't shunning this criticism,
but rather taking them into consideration
without being self pitiful.

a lot can be learnt in just a short time.
strength is also how one learns to let go of what needs to be let go.
i guess the strength i'm talking about is the one that tugs at the heart.
and that's the most painful kind.
every tug at the strings of the heart is excruciating.
but to put on a different front on the outside is unbearable.
humans aren't tranparent.
we're not readable.
but though we may not know,
sometimes others can see right through us.

right through us.

and then we blow our cover.

you think no one understands you?
think again.

lol. yea... that was majorly serious.
but i've been thinking.
i never had it easy in life.
pri school was an obstacle course that gave me bruises cuts and scratches.
so did secondary school.
but maybe i'm glad i didn't have life easy in school.
because if i did, i wouldn't know if i would have life easy at home.
home was where i really left my heart.
and i'm glad i didn't get it easy in school.
i fought hard.

really hard.

and that helped me.

regardless of whether people think i'm a weakling, at heart, mind, or body.

cause i know they are wrong.

secondary 4 is coming to a closure soon. work is getting harder. life is getting harder. friends might get harder to hold on to. but like i said, been there done that. all in my 16 years of living. i'm hanging in there. it will pay off.

2010-06-23T23:28:00.000-07:00

Tada... June holidays are going byebye..

Wow... Can things get any faster? It's June... July, aug, sept, oct, nov... So like... 5 months from now? Omg. Soon we'll all be making the decision of post sec sch Ed... Yikes...

2010-05-12T02:50:00.000-07:00

at the point in our lives where we don't want to have a care in the world.
i miss my friends :( suddenly.
some are near,
some aren't even in the country.
i guess we all depend on people now.
but that cant be for much longer

MYE are nearly over. nearly. not completely. left with A & E maths paper 1. and 3 sci MCQ. and Chi LC.
i'm taking 'o's this year.
havent woken up to that fact. maybe it's about time i did. but maybe i dont want things to change. at all.
i want friends to stay the same, i want life to be the same, but i know it will not be.
:(
i pray to keep those that have been constant in my life. those that i hope will never change.

true friend aren't just people whom we've known the longest, but people who came and never left.even when they are far away, they feel the same joy and sorrow you feel

2010-04-09T06:59:00.000-07:00

If you asked me if I loved him, I'd lie

heyheyhey.

:)

term 2 week 3 now

so far most interesting events:

1. seating arrangements (in between joshua, yang fan. my row together with aster and ronald)
2.hmmm...bio spa tmr?? damn.
3.drama concert(didn't go)
4.band concert(not going :( )
5.choir concert(goinnext week :D)
night study today.
right after sch went for bio prac, which i missed. while teacher briefed the others for tmr's spa.
after the prac went back to class... was the only girl there. every other girl left-.- so in class with that big big group of badminton boys. they celebrated weijie's birthday with cake. and gave him his presents. haha. they bought him this ball thing wrapped and they printed jac's face and pasted in on top. i was stunned when i saw it. omg. lol. then when he unwrapped it, they used the wrapper with her face still on it as a hat :O so wierd. then she came into class =P the boys were so dead. haha. jac and delia came in to pei me b4 their drama. and she saw her face on the notice board in the end :O boys are so mean-.- ahaha. she laughed pretty hard, then remembered that she was suppose to be angry =P hehe. but no la. go to the noticee board take down lor-.- so then they left, and ashley, jiayu and aster came back to class:) started to attempt the essay question, but there was a box of pocky in front of us, and a packet of cookies-.- so we started 15 minutes after our attempt to start =P haha. finished esssay with amanda when she came later. then went to find the teachers in canteen. one-to-one session sia :O haha. so then left with amanda and aster to esso. :D

came home and was damn tired. so... i... slacked today... whoopsies... rare opportunity. finally picked up my guitar again to play something-.- and watched tv :D happiness :D

okay, i gottago... coughcough* still gotta recover from this sore throat/ cough/flu :(

tata

2010-03-18T02:32:00.000-07:00

common test is over...
and by now, holidays are gonna end soon,
fast?

too fast.

can't it all just stop for a second?

a lot happened this week.
2 days we were in sch for class.
and went out a whole lot.
i guess it's the last week for slight slacking.
even so, there's a whole lot of hmwk. :(

all part of being sec 4, and turning 16.

with each passing year,the responsibility builds. the people change. the environment changes(go green please). andi guess it's a lot to handle.

oh well.

2010-02-27T07:21:00.000-08:00

you said it again my heart's in motion
everyword feels like a shooting star
i'm at the edge of my emotions
watching my shadows burning in the dark

DUNMAN'S CARE AND SHARE FAMILY BAZAAR.
WAS.TIRING.

concert twice, 10.30 and 12.30. each concert lasted for an hour 15mins.
spent so much time playing the same 2 songs over and over.
but, it was fun :)

4B class sold all the sweets. and some drinks. but left the syrup.
interact sold waffles and floats. floats sold out, waffle batter a lot left.
mommy's painting stall sold 40++ painted pots out of 50.
concert was not bad. but too many bands. i see also a bit bored by the time out turn.
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4B guys can dance!!!!!!!
haha. arnold,kiat,zuhao and vincent from 4B, and jian you from 4C. korean medley with 4A girls and some teachers.
AND MR BERNARD CAME BACK! he danced a little bit for the korean songs.
then mr ivan sim, mr lee and some other teachers perform with OM mr yap O.O lol.
and got beat boxing of the school song by 2 guys.
and a hip hop performance.
and 3 rock bands.
and 3 accoustic bands.

lol.

so interesting hor.
$5 per ticket. i hope got sell a lot a lot

so super tired... just came back from grandma's church dinner at yishun safra.
-.-
from 6.30 till 10+.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TIRED.
tmr i shall chiong all weekend hmwk and study.
common test in a week.
mug mug mug. :(

okay, i'm tired.
NIGHT NIGHT.

2010-02-15T03:35:00.000-08:00

CNY.
Got hong bao le.
when can i go shopping? :D
and i haven't watch valentine's day yet :(

Summary of CNY.
1.IT
2.WAS
3.CRAZY
4.HOT

when visiting from from one relative to another, you wouldn't like the whether to be like 34 degrees outside right? sian.

so visited like 9 houses this weekend. wow. supoosedly got one more to go to. but not sure of that yet. been eating and travelling north south east and west of singapore to the different relatives' houses. lol. may i stress that i did this is heels.

HEELS.
let me say it one more time.
I WORE HEELS.

many say that they weren't extremely high heels. but they were to me! the highest shoes i've ever worn are like 2cm. these were like an inch and a half. HIGH.

and those add to my chances of tripping by about 50%

creepy.
lol

so yea. completed some hmwk. left a maths and eng compo.
the first thing that happens when we return to sch... is pe. wat a life. eat a lot over the weekend and then go for physical training. HALLELUJAH.

gosh i'm tired. it's incredibly hot hot hot.

later aunty and andrea comin for dinner. eat leftovers from previous days >.< lol.

okay. i'm gonna go now.

bye :)

2010-02-12T06:35:00.000-08:00

school's been crazy.
night studies are starting regularly.
homework is piling on my desk.
and i'm suppose to lead a normal life.
discovering problems and obstacles along the way.
but hey, that's life.
while it's fun turning 16 this year,
it comes with a whole lot more of responsibilities.
man, it's hard being a teen.
but it's better than being an adult :)

CNY's comin. HONG BAO WO LAI LE!!!!! lol. reunion dinner tmr night. with family :)

today was tiring, but to some extent really fun :) all had to stay back for our first session of night studies. it was at 5, and we ended bio remedial after school at like... 1, 1+? so we had plenty time to kill. went out to bubble tea shop with debbs for lunch. and discussed our plans for a certain something for a certain someone which involved another certain someone that was not to tell that certain someone that certain someones were behind it :) haha. good, now u wont know wat i'm talking about :D shi yi ge bu neng shuo de mi mi ;)

so after bbt headed back to class at around 2+. was laughing like mad with debb, rayson, junming, zhen yu, aster, and mandel (sec 3 badminton player) it was so funny! and nicole came over-.- she and mandel started irritating junming. cant blame them since he had like 190 bucks in his wallet-.- so they began blackmailing and stuff. haha. then rayson and zhenyu were making all of us laugh with all sorts of crazy stuff. all this happened, while trying to complete an 'O' lvl practice of english paper 2. FAILURE. haha. but luckily managed to finish. then soon many of the others came and went for night study. nothing much, it was just going through english comprehension. who knew that we needed 1 and a half hours to go thru one paper o.o haha. after that went back classroom take our bag and books. waited for family and headed to giant. 2 words. INSANELY CROWDED. we took 45 mins queueing to pay. like... wow. and i was getting tired an bored. parents are going again tonight O.O lol. at like midnight to return stuff and buy stuff. lol. incredible.

man i'm tired.

it's CNY, but we have like a ton of homework to do :(
totally not our idea of CNY.
nvm, hopefully can go bai nian with friends next saturday.
gah tired. i go read book then fall asleep :)

nighty night world! <3

2010-01-30T06:34:00.000-08:00

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the faces pretty much shows my mood. and because i've used loads of such faces already, i'll refrain from using them as much as i can from my post.

nothing much for the week, just been really tiring and hectic in school. it's crazy. especially with class deco and stuff. wednesday stayed till 7 in sch to try to put up the deco, in the end only lined the notice boards with mahjong paper. thurs cut out the words.

friday chiong to put everything up.

thanks ashley,beeyan and benjamin for helping me!!

ystrdy in sch, i got called out to the board twice to do questions. once was during chem, once during a maths. i notice i sometimes hardly ever get called out to answer questions. maybe in a year, my fingers are enough to count how many times i'm called. haha. that was just a random fact =P so ystrdy had english and bio remedials after sch... ended at like 3-sh. came home still had tuition :( so was pretty tired, furthermore i slept at like midnight on thurs night and woke up at 5.20 on friday morning. so was in a daze.

today went for usual walk with dad. where we usually talk about loads of stuff :) then came home and left arnd 1.30 to meet debbs at lp. took a bus to the airport. got some presents for our classmates :) then headed to some coffee place to study. did chem and bio. goodness, chem is crazy. 3 pages of the workbook took me an hour to do :( bio was kinda like cut and paste from textbook. lol. as usual. so we talk, we laugh, we did hmwk, we attempted to study.

then MRT-ed to tm for dinner at ljs. walked around t1, tm and cs for a new pencil case for debbs. but mission was not successful. couldn't find a nice one, since all were kinda like animals, that have a zipper down their back. lol. oh and was dragged into VCD shops because debbie wanted to show me who kenneth ma was, or more like wat he looks like. he's 35 years old, he's from hong kong, and debbie is.... crazy about him? ._. uh huh... lol. so if i wanna make her flush or anything or make her hyper. i just go 'kenneth ma' and we go into a laughing frenzy. haha. weird and random :)

went to mac to sit down and tried to complete more work. left at around 8.30 for home.

notice there were no more '-.-'
that's cos i actually re-read the whole thing and -backspaced- many many many times so that '-.-' woudln't appear. yup, it takes skill to refrain from using '-.-'.
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and it also takes skills to trip.

2010-01-16T07:35:00.000-08:00

back from adam khoo workshop!
totally enjoyed the past 3 days.lol. trainers were gary lee, andrea, and leroy.
first day we were already laughing so hard till our stomach hurt! :D so damn funny. lol. then did focus reading, setting goals, time management, academic stuff, k.i.t, cluster map, blablabla.

second day was way more... er... interesting, eye-opening. first part funny. then afternoon started out funny when leroy took over gary. but then it got seriously intense. everyone started crying. literally... including me, some guys did, most girls did. it was... extraodinary. never seen anything or heard anything like it. it made us all want to bawl our lungs out, thought we knew we shoudln't. but it was so so so intense. as if when you thought life for u was hard enough, leroy came up with another example that pierced out hearts and made us ache all over. tears couldn't be controlled. especially when he came to talking about our parents. he's right.
they ain't gonna be there forever. treasure them now, or it'll be too late. when he told us to imagine walking into out parents' bedroom, and it was empty, everyone literally stared at the ground... and just let it out.

so often we think that we are better off without our parents. but just the thought of not having them around is unbearable. it really isn't easy to maintain a good relationship within a family. but it is possible. and it is the most fulfilling thing ever. and it's not hard to hug your parents. nor is it hard to tell them the 3 simple words with an extremely powerful meaning.

today, the third day, was our 'graduating ceremony'. parents came. and many of the sec 4s went up to make a public declaration of how much they're sorry and how much they love their parents. it was the best feeling in the world. it was amazing. nazurah4A, mareenah4C, qianhui4A, samantha4C, sheryl4C, paul4C, nad and his best friend4A(cant rmb the name), caifang, wenqi, theron. so yeah... these people went up, and made the rest of us cry. literally... but it felt good in the end. after everything, we gave our parents our letters, and hugged them and our teachers, it was incredible.

i really do love life. i really do love my parents. i really do love my friends. i realy do love my teachers.
though they seem to be hard to live with, i dont think so anymore, because honestly, i dont know what i would've done if i'd lost them.

2010-01-13T01:20:00.000-08:00

TIRED.

so... saturday stayed at home :O not sure to do what. but yea. then dinner with relatives...

sunday went for 11.15 mass. got new priest :) one of our parishioners. then had tuition in the afternoon. after tuition at 4 went to expo. S.H.O.P. bought alotta stuff. didn't get to walk through everything. lol.

monday, morning assembly talk. cant rmb about wat. lol. then normal sch day. got our new seating arrangement. and NO. i do not like it. but cant do much about it. after school went to east point to get present for my parents' for their anniversary with marc. saw amanda's mom there :) lol. so chiong to buy the present and chiong back home. then evening went for tuition-.- haha. had like 15 mins left, since me and amanda finished our work early. so slacked and laugh and doodled. drew theodore's butt. and the bar chart of how smart byakuya thinks he is. haha. funny.

tuesday normal normal school day. nothing much happened. after school also came straight back home. lol. read 2009 yearbook. then attempted to read bio. nothing much.

today, morning eng and bio. worked with adolphus to write out one sentence that captures a reader's attention. in the end wrote like a whole paragraph :O lol. then bio, then PE. which again, was torture :( recess then MT, hist, maths. for maths, today is joseph's last time teaching us. lol. mr tang coming back next week. then next 3 days adam khoo workshop. so yea. after school waited for cca to start, so went with debbie and amanda. then went for cca. cca was normal again-.- discuss stuff... blahblah. now got this massive headache. like want to faint :( maybe going to take a nap. seriously.

sigh... adam khoo workshop for the next 3 days. 8am to 9 pm.

MAN.I.AM.TIRED.
STUPID.HEADACHE.

2010-01-08T07:07:00.000-08:00

TADA!
happy first week of 2010! :D
it's been... okay? i guess... it takes time for stress to actually set in =P monday had assembly and contact time and all that stuff. totally missed chemistry because of some thing in the hall. oh right, it was for upper secondary. talk by the new principal and i really like her :D i think she's really sweet. so, that was a good start :)

then chose committe members and stuff... i was listed to be rep or class com-.- but didn't get it in the end =P
chairman:weijie
v. chairman: vincent
welfare: chris!^^
resource: jasper

all guys XD
i nearly became vice. but nv in the end =P
and mr tang went for reservice. so got ex dunmanite at relief teacher. joseph :) lol. graduate in 2007 de. so yup. assembly for the afternoon was talk from different subject departments. but quite sad because a lot of teachers were re-posted and stuff :( but cant help it la. at least still got my teachers! :)

tuesday didn't do a lot. cant rmb anything actually O.O oh right. bio, chi, math, phy. phy mr latiff gave as a inspirational talk :) he's a nice teacher whom actually makes me understand physics ;)

wednesday debbie and amanda and some others had sec 1 orientation camp,and the rest of us had PE. omg it was pure torture-.- height and weight. then warm-up. then run. nearly died. leg pain the whole day. stretch until i think i tore my muscles-.- lol. then normal lessons for the rest of the day. ( im absolutely grateful for an air-conditioned classroom, it's extremely important for PE days-.-) after sch had cca, so marc wait for me finish cca. then come over. attempted hmwk, but read magazine, use com, and watch movie in the end. watched bionicle >.< which was rather lame, but yet entertaining XD lol. so 3 of us watch including nick. so yea :)

thursday another normal school day. then after school had chemistry re-test. for all those who didn't get A. which is practically the whole class-.- finished around same time as ashley. so 29-ed back with her :) came home and... slept =P

today morning no bio, more subject department talks. then 4 periods of chemistry for mock practical. almost no time finish :( but i managed to in the end i guess.then normal normal normal day. after school went to buy books with debbs and amanda who came back from camp and joined us in sch at 9.15. then waited till 1.45 for marc and yuxi finish test. marc and yuxi came over to take pics for the okto thing. and finally decided on a song i think =P so yea. then pooja and her family came. pooja went swimming then had dinner. guys left at arnd 7.30, pooja and fam left at about 8.30. so now... mom and dad are out with neighbours for supper. and i'm at home, celebrating the fact that i've finally finished my wkend hmwk :D yesssaaaa!

so this was the first week of school. notice not much hmwk yet? soon, very very soon. stress wil start to set in.

cant believe i'm taking my Os this year. and turning 16. it's hard to imgaine. no one can stop time can they. but still, i wish they could... time's flying way too fast. can i keep up? i guess even the answer to that can only be told with time. so... enough negativity.

BERNADETTE, YOU'D BETTER HAVE A ROCKING 2010 AND ROCKING RESULTS FOR O LEVELS.

2009-12-11T08:56:00.000-08:00

as the year comes to an end. i guess it's appropriate to actually say something about it. doncha think?

so it's been one heck of a year. of which there will be moments that will forever be hidden away in my deepest memories. i rmb debbie's aeroplane flying into the classroom and mrs neo reading out loud to the class. lets recap

Mrs Neo: who's debbie?
Debbie: *raises hand* me
Mrs Neo: who's Jin Hui?
Debbie: *Points in 3C's direction* there
Mrs Neo: debbie, Jin Hui loves u ah?
3B: LAUGHS OUR ASS OFF.

and this whole thing was in between lesson. like OMG! it was just hilarious

i rmb junming trying on the band uniform.
i rmb the chinese project. yuxi and debbie were the main leads.
i rmb yuxi and marc taking 20 mins to do Junming's hair for a CCA video.
i rmb 3B's lilo and stitch dance for international friendship day.
i rmb amanda and marc 'accidentally' pushing debbie ONTO yuxi.
i rmb the fake love notes that the badminton boys put on Jac's table pretending they're from weijie.
i rmb the taupok.
i rmb Mr tang and his hilarious moments with us.
i rmb dunman's family bazaar.
i rmb sport's day. (i was tripping as usual while doing 3-legged race with jac)
i rmb marc and nicole playing stress during sports day.
i rmb walking the cross country route with debbie and nicole, crapping the whole time.
i rmb -sorrysorry- and -gee- sung throughout the class.
i rmb doing -fearless- as our physics project.
i rmb doing -foreverandalways- as our chemistry project.
i rmb my birthday.
i rmb filming chinese project and debbie used my phone as her inhaler for asthma.
i rmb amanda trying to teach debbie how to act like she's having asthma.
i rmb our vivo trip in march.
i rmb our bugis and town trip after MYE.
i rmb slacking at marc's house.
i rmb passy and her craziness.
i rmb yuxi acting as though he's an emo boy playing the piano. (no he really does not play).
i rmb the many times that though we think they are naggers, the teachers who really do care for us, and the times they make us laugh.
i rmb joshua shouting 'OUGHT TO BE SHOT' at every small little thing.(like shouting to the backgate bcoz it's not open.)
i rmb debbie, ashley and marc pulling me when running. (thanks to them, i passed 2.4km run).
i rmb many, many, many scandals.
i rmb history project where we sang jingle bells, but the song was about stalin.
i rmb amanda screaming byakuya, and marc screaming hitsugaya.
i rmb racial harmony day when only yazid came dressed in authentic outfit.
i rmb flag day, walking around tm, bumping into many other people trying to steal customers.
i rmb the craziest things my friends do.

and i enjoyed every minute of it.

i've had no regrets this year.
whatever happened, happened for a reason.
i love my friends. i love my family. i love god. and i love my life.
it's been an enjoyable 2009.
as we close with christmas and new year coming in the next 2-3 weeks, i pray and wish to keep my friends and family.
i'm terrified for change. a change that may make us drift.
but it's only this change that can test what friendship is about.
and i'm positive we'll pass that test.

I LOVE YOU GUYS!

<3 bernadette

2009-09-23T04:36:00.001-07:00

SATURDAY
morning had bio spa debrief... okok la... met debb, marc,yx, and amanda earlier at 8 for jamming. fun :) then debrief started at like 9. so after that came home then met debb at ws library. studied a while, then went to mac to sit around. eventually went to debbs house ealier. around 2.30pm. spammed the song -lucky- on her itunes... it replayed for arnd 17 times :O lol. trying to get the key right. anyw, then had tuition with travis at her house. ended at 7pm. came home in time for my mommy's surprise party :D relatives from my mom's side came with lotsa food!!! :D glorious food!! haha... so had dinner and stuff... chit chatted. then played black jack and cut cake :) wahhhh i lost in black jack :( lol. nvm... so the cake was yummy :) and ah yi ros made jelly :) yumyumyum* eat to satisfaction =P haha... then by 1am, everyone left :) wat a day :D

SUNDAY
went for cat class in the morning. then went for hari raya lunch at aunty linda's house :) stayed for a while to chit chat. then came home for a while before leaving for buffet dinner with my parents' friends :) wahhh.... eat again =X haha... good food... but damn crowded-.- lol... so went from about 7+ to 9+. ended up calling debbie to chat :O haha... so came home and yea... nothin much

MONDAY
went to TM in the afternoon for lunch and walk around... came home arnd 4.30 and did some work... nth much for the rest of the day-.-

TUESDAY
met the gang in sch early at 7. ended up jamming again :D fun!!! haha. and we chatted alot. basically, these 2 days have been crazy for ALL of us :) hehe... who knows who is in it and who knows who is not gonna tell whoever who asks :D yay! i confused u enough. :) so yup. tuesday normal stuff. chem prac last period. blahblahblah. after sch came back with marc n debb. marc dota-ed. debbie attempted guitar (fail*) and yea. i hugged stewie :D they left arnd 5.45 before my tuition started. so yup. nth much again for the rest of the day

WEDNESDAY
morning sch again. oh ya! during bio i couldn't find my bio workbook. so i scribbled down my corrections on foolscap. in the end aster looked into her bag and found a bio book with the name -bernadettelong- written on it -.- omg... haha. so yes i found my bio wb. damn funny. then after that had chi. which was... ok?-.- nth much. talked to aster a bit. and i rmb yuxi passed lyrics to me to edit-.- me and debbie edited some parts of his lyrics... though we duno wat the tune is. haha... so yup. see if we'll be able to actually write it out as a complete song. quite sweet la :D then after sch played piano with marc. more like he play i listen. or i occasionally join in the simeplsimple parts. lol. best i could do-.- stayed back for interact. cleared the interact room which was super dusty. one cockroach and one lizard inside. and many spider :O managed to clean up quite a bit :) yay :) haha. now at home. did some work, played guitar, mainly droplets and lucky. so yea... and chatting on msn.

ok. nth much anymore. cya :D

2009-09-18T05:00:00.000-07:00

POOF!! HELLO! HYPER! KINDA! YES.I.AM.HYPER.
forming a band :D OMG!!!!
haha... since tuesday been talking to uncle charlie a lot. and i guess he convinced me to form a band :) forming with the normal gang. think we can make it big? maybe? =X
lol.so yea. wednesday met debbs at esso as usual. then sch was normal again-.- nothin much happened. after sch stayed back for about an hour. wasn't sure if had cca. so me and amanda 'pei-ed' debbie eat lunch before her leadership training. so yea. had lunch and was talking for an hour :) at 3 left with amanda. came home and didn't do much i think-.- lol...

thursday didn't go to sch. sore throat D: hurt like crazy... crazy crazy crazy pain :( morning went to see the doctor... then ate breakfast and came home. slept for like 3 hours? was watching star wars with dad till i drifted to sleep >.< lol... then woke up at 3+... still felt fuzzy and all... did some work and stuff... nth much happened again-.- evening went to the airport to eat dinner and fetch grandfather who came back from USA. his flight was delayed for like 1 and a half hours. from 8.50 to 10.3. so ended up walking around the airport, sat at some coffee place till the time came. reached home at around 11.30 last night. but wasn't very tired coz of my 3 hours afternoon nap. somehow drifted of to sleep at 1am. lol.

this morning met debbs at esso. found my new sitting arrangement. CONS: it's right at the front. PROS: sitting with aster, joel and siewling, a group that is quite ok :) talk and discuss a lot with aster :) another con is that EOY coming, sitting in front might not be that bad :) time to buck up >.< lol so yup. dont mind the arrangement. normal school day. 3 periods phy in the morning, 2 periods chem, 2 periods eng, 2 periods maths. after sch at 12.30 still got chem remedial. sian... and it was raining. HEAVILY. I prayed for it to rain, but i think i prayed a little too hard-.- lol. so came back with marc, yx, debbie, stuck in the rain... at the bus stop so freaking cold :( and wet. so took 29 and then take 5. at the 5 bus stop, parents came to fetch us in 2 trips. 1st trip debb n yx, 2nd trip me n marc. lol. reach back home changed and took lunch. after that play Xbox, jamming, play with my rabbit and the guys played DOTA. lol. Xbox play L4D, then somehow ended up playing lego indiana jones. lol~~~ so yea. debbie and yx left at 5.45. marc left at 7. in which the one hour 15mins he played DOTA. lol. and i was cuddling my rabbit the whole day :D hehe. yea yea. so now i'm conferencing with the same people who sms-ed me to conf at 8 right after they left my house-.- tsktsktsk. haha. now we're wondering whether shd meet earlier tmr. lol. jamming tmr in sch earlier. haha :) funfunfun.

lots of things to do this weekend.
1. study session with debbs.
2. cat class this sunday
3. hari raya lunch at aunty linda's hse this sunday.
4. jamming session with uncle charlie at his church this sunday!

so basically my sunday is a packed packed day :) hehe

okay, me gonna talk and actually pay attention to the conf call now. lol.

2009-09-15T07:52:00.000-07:00

bleah... common test results... some suckish... some quite happy... no wait, i'm only satisfied with SS. 11/13... pull up my bad history marks... so i think it's b4?...

I GOT MY RABBIT. LIKE... OH.EM.GEE.
after tuition on monday night...
had a rough day... was tired, the weather kinda sucked... and me and debbie were just thinking a lot... so it was a rough day... and after tuition i felt as if i just wanted to go to bed after a mentally exhausting day... walked to the door and mom was outside on her Hp. then she said 'someone's waiting for you in the house' :O woah... kinda freaked me out... like is some crazy fella gonna jump and scare me-.- walked in and saw my bro sitting on the floor next to the cage. OMG it was the exact same one i saw at T1 on sunday with debbs, mom n nick... oh my goodness... so not expected... ate like half of my dinner coz i wanted to just cuddle the baby bunny... yet to think of a name... at the moment i'm calling it baby :D baby bunny. so sweet lor... love my bunny tonnes! <3

this morning met debbs at loyang point for breakfast... slacked till arnd 7.45 and left for sch... walked up to the classroom at arnd 8.10... haha.... in time to put bag down and go to parade ground... the weather was so hot once again :( sweat like crazy... my seat in front has no fan either :( bleah... cant wait for end of year when it rains and rains and pours! so yea... normal sch day... and after sch got some survey thing in the com lab. after the survey they let us use the internet :O everyone chiong facebook :D haha... now we all know ashley sleeps in the com lab-.- haha.. chatted with debb too... after that left sch with debb n amanda. speaking of amanda....she is not coming anywhere near my rabbit! haha... she'll just kill him :( haha. so yea... came home and played with baby bunny :) and i think he pee-ed on me-.- bleah... give him time, he'll be toilet trained soon enough>.< then had tuition and baby stayed with me in the room :) and teacher kept saying that the bunny wont stop staring at her =P haha. then after dinner played with him again :) haha... put him back into the cage at night, and we leave the cage in the living room. tmr afternoon back into my room coz mom got tuition :)

I love my rabbit :)

okay... me gonna go pack bag and turn in now... been another long and tiring day...

GOAL FOR TERM 4: work extra extra hard, coz whatever the outcome, i'm the only one who is going to be responsible for it. gotta work a lot harder to pass everything with at least 3 distinctions

2009-09-13T04:07:00.000-07:00

sch starts tmr :( sadness... time to start working real hard again after a long awaited one-week holiday. this week has been rather fun though :) sentosa trp, church rally, Xbox-ing with amanda, debbie, jeremy and nick :) hehe... for at least 2 full days.

THURSDAY
went to parkway to walk around after tuition in the morning. bought sneakers! :D finally!! and painted on them that evening :) love em...

FRIDAY
debbie and amanda came again :) this time round tried to do some english... does 2 sentence and 3 pictures count? =P lol. then played left4dead and bejeweled :) took a video of amanda playing bejeweled >.< lol... she cant find anything to click in the game =X haha. then left4dead, debbie cant play to save her life-.- nick, amanda and jeremy were screaming and shouting coz debbs couldn't walk her character properly =X walk wrong direction, dunno which button-.- lol... in the end jeremy helped her play at least 3/4 of the game =.= haha... i played with amanda :) funfunfunfun! :) enjoyed it :D every holiday must have such gaming sessions =X lol. then evening time went to downtowneast for dinner. walked around a little then came home.

SATURDAY
met debbie,her mom and her brother at downtowneast. went to mac to eat breakfast. then marc met us at the cinema. went in to watch G-force :) damn cute show >.< hehe... guinea pigs :D lol. and cockroaches which made my hair stand =X eww... so yea... debbie walked into the cinema carrying macs in her hand-.- she forgot that no outside food allowed, but the guy just said keep it in her bag-.- debbie so blur =X haha... watch the show until abt 12+. then walked to white sands while chatting a lot... walked into the shops at white sands trying to find ideas for a certain something... =P shhh... lol... so yup. then marc left at around 1 to go beeyan's house for mahjong with the other people. me and debbs went to the library in an attempt to complete some homework. OBJECTIVE: FAILED. did some chemistry work...but got really braindead after a certain point. so decided to go to TM to walkwalk. until about 3.30 left for my house to wait for travis. had tuition from 4.30 till 6.30 then travis left. debbie wanted to improve her L4D skills but her mother was already here to pick her up-.-awww... haha... then after dinner went to mustafa :) walk around again.... reach home around 1 and knocked out-.-

SUNDAY(TODAY)
morning suppose to go for cat class ... but stomach hurt.. so skipped one lesson... afternoon went to LP for lunch and cut hair. came home then left for TM-.- met debbie and her mom n bro there... walked around again. saw rabbits in the pet store. and i really want to own a rabbit now! :D hehe... parents say after end of year exam. that shall be my motivation :) hehe... left at around 5.30 and now i'm at home trying to draw for my english budding writer's project. bleah... look like primary school kid drawing >.< lol... nvm la... try...

wah... i can smell BBQ food outside. people having BBQ :( jealous* haha... nvm, end of year hols will come soon enough for more fun ;)

2009-09-10T08:12:00.000-07:00

2009-09-10T08:03:00.000-07:00

3B'09 ROCKS MY WORLD <3 :D

2009-09-09T04:02:00.000-07:00

tiring day...
morning went to meet debbs at white sands... ate at macs before heading to foodcourt to study a little since the library wasn't open... then went up to the library at 11. tried hard to study-.- did some chinese and chem... around 1 went to basement coz debbs needed to get something... met amanda at KFC. first time see her in a pink shirt that said 'Little miss BAD' =P lol... funny =.= then 5-ed back to my house.
CRAZY THINGS THAT BERNADETTE DID TODAY
1. watched her first bleach episode no.236
2.played 2 hours of left4dead
3.talked about weird stuff with the girls.

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was watching the 20mins video of marc n yuxi styling junming's hair, and debbie styling passy's hair with her mom and bro..watched the cross country video of marc and debb doing 'the walk'. watched our international friendship day performance... and i realise that... it's these little things and incidents caught in action, that puts a huge smile on my face... whether it's recent videos of cross country, chinese project filming, or years and years of birthday videos that have been kept. memories from the past that gives me reason to live and have fun. friends and family. laughter shared and crazy moments. it's these people whom i have come to learn... that i cannot lose... my family and my closest of friends... i really cannot afford to lose these people. i know times change, and people change... but i hope to do whatever i can to keep the friendships going... and i think my best friends would do the same thing. i can go without anything... but i cant go without the love and concern of my family or my friends. coz when i'm hurt, so are these people, they dont want to see me hurt... i wont be for as long as i have them to live life and have fun with. to share the joy, laughter and sorrow together.
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and i cant wait to go hong kong with the gang next year :)

2009-09-08T03:07:00.000-07:00

it's been a long 2 weeks... time for a long awaited term break. common test killed me :( dunno what to expect... so far passed chinese and bio.. thankfully. when sch reopens, there'll be many more papers to collect... anyw, this is going to be a long post... because there're a lot of things for me to talk about for the past... week maybe?

FRIDAY
cross country and movie with debbs. met debb at loyang point at 7. 21-ed to bedok resevoir... at first we didn't know where to alight =X then looked out the bus, saw ashley, qx,joshua and some others... so okayy... got off at that bus-stop... assembled at a very wet grass patch... chatted with debb and ashley for a while... then yea... got the class photos which was taken in class :) loved the class photo... i love 3B! :D then went to meet marc and nicole and some others... sang our hearts out when we heard "You Belong With Me"... wah i think many people were staring and wondering if we lost our minds =X but it was so fun :D i enjoy being around crazy and loved friends :) so walked the whole route with nicole and debb... chatted, girl talk, listen to music... had a fruitful one hour to walk 3.5 km >.< haha... then after cross country assembled back at the still very wet and muddy grass patch... but we had to sit down this time-.- so ok... ew... gave out prizes, and 3B won best sports class!! finally! the guys were really wanting to win this.. so i'm very happy for them :D for the sec 3 guys, out of the top 15, 7 were from 3B. Kiat,jasper,vince,gary,weijie,joshua and caleb... so yea... high chance of winning best sports class :) the girls in top 15 were yilin and ashley :) wah very happy for these people! :D so yup... after dismissed, went to debbs house for her to change and bathe. then after that came over to my house for me to change and bathe. then went to TM to shop and to watch "The Proposal"! debbs finally got to watch it after months of waiting. oh ya... and debbs left her phone in my house-.- great.. but anyw, had lots of fun with debbie :) girl time out shopping. the movie was damn funny! :D must watch!! movie started at 3.50, ended at 5.50... came home after that and returned debbs her phone-.- at night went to mustafa with family for some shopping for sentosa trip. left at 9.30, came home at 1... knocked out after that-.-

SATURDAY
went for youth rally for church. met tricia and rachel at tm... they ate at mos burger. then went to NTUC to buy snacks for the bus ride>.< left for church after that at around 12.45... met annabella at church :) then changed into the rally tee... which was really really HUGE. woah... haha... like night gown-.- haha... then we were all chatting and laughing before the rally started... with bianca,tricia,michelle, anna, rachel,amanda and isabel :D had fun lor... then had some gourp activities to answer questions... we asked jared, what are the characteristics of a perfect marriage >.< funny!! hehe... then had activity in the hall... blindfold us... and there were like many many catechist and FAs walking all over the place, poking, sprinkling water, making bell sounds, sirens, making you smell medicated oil... it was to show that there are distractions to our senses in our everyday life... and that god's voice is the smallest... a man walked around saying 'Set our hope in the loving God'... so yea... meaningful but scary... tricia scream non-stop-.- freak all of us out. then yea... another group activity, then eucharist session in the chapel before heading to katong convent... reach katong convent saw marc! :D haha... every break time we gather and chat :) hehe... yea... some talks by a priest and another guy, then ended with mass... overall end at 9.30... on the bus back, we all laugh until cannot breathe :O hehe... was laughing to hard with the girls... coz of tricia's mars bars >.< so funny! and apparently... AMANDA WANTED TO TAUPOK ME IN THE BUS! crazy gal... but she nv get the chance XD haha... still laughing like crazy in the bus... cannot stop! :D but i had the greatest time ever :) i love my friends so so so much!! :D reached church at around 10.30 and sent amanda and anna home. tiring day >.< but worth it all :)

SUNDAY MONDAY TUESDAY
Sentosa trip with family which i wont blog much about...
-vivo trip x2
-dinner at marche
-Underwater World
-Dolphin lagoon
-Songs of the Sea

yup :)

ok... too long a post... should stop here now >.<
BYE :D

2009-09-03T08:22:00.000-07:00

new blog :)